His New Mittens

Stephen Crane

LITTLE Horace was walking home from school, brilliantly decorated by a

pair of new red mittens. A number of boys were snow-balling gleefully in a

field. They hailed him. "Come on, Horace. We're having a battle."

Horace was sad. "No," he said, "I can't. I've got to go home." At noon

his mother had admonished him. "Now, Horace, you come straight home as soon

as school is out. Do you hear? And don't you get them nice new mittens all

wet, either. Do you hear?" Also his aunt had said: "I declare, Emily, it's a

shame the way you allow that child to ruin his things." She had meant

mittens. To his mother, Horace had dutifully replied: "Yes'm." But he now

loitered in the vicinity of the group of uproarious boys, who were yelling

like hawks as the white balls flew.

Some of them immediately analyzed this extraordinary hesitancy. "Hah!"

they paused to scoff, "afraid of your new mittens, ain't you?" Some smaller

boys, who were not yet so wise in discerning motives, applauded this attack

with unreasonable vehemence. "A-fray-ed of his mit-tens! A-fray-ed of his

mit-tens." They sang these lines to cruel and monotonous music which is as

old perhaps as American childhood and which it is the privilege of the

emancipated adult to completely forget. "A-fray-ed of his mit-tens!"

Horace cast a tortured glance toward his playmates, and then dropped his

eyes to the snow at his feet. Presently he turned to the trunk of one of the

great maple trees that lined the curb. He made a pretense of closely

examining the rough and virile bark. To his mind, this familiar street of

Whilomville seemed to grow dark in the thick shadow of shame. The trees and

the houses were now palled in purple.

"A-fray-ed of his mit-tens!" The terrible music had in it a meaning from

the moonlit war-drums of chanting cannibals.

At last Horace, with supreme effort, raised his head. "'Tain't them I

care about," he said gruffly. "I've got to go home. That's all."

Whereupon each boy held his left forefinger as if it were a pencil and

began to sharpen it derisively with his right forefinger. They came closer,

and sang like a trained chorus, "A-fray-ed of his mittens!"

When he raised his voice to deny the charge it was simply lost in the

screams of the mob. He was alone fronting all the traditions of boyhood held

before him by inexorable representatives. To such a low state had he fallen

that one lad, a mere baby, outflanked him and then struck him in the cheek

with a heavy snow-ball. The act was acclaimed with loud jeers. Horace turned

to dart at his assailant, but there was an immediate demonstration on the

other flank, and he found himself obliged to keep his face toward the

hilarious crew of tormentors. The baby retreated in safety to the rear of

the crowd, where he was received with fulsome compliments upon his daring.

Horace retreated slowly up the walk. He continually tried to make them heed

him, but the only sound was the chant, "A-fray-ed of his mit-tens!" In this

desperate withdrawal the beset and haggard boy suffered more than is the

common lot of man.

Being a boy himself, he did not understand boys at all. He had of course

the dismal conviction that they were going to dog him to his grave. But near

the corner of the field they suddenly seemed to forget all about it. Indeed,

they possessed only the malevolence of so many flitter-headed sparrows. The

interest had swung capriciously to some other matter. In a moment they were

off in the field again, carousing amid the snow. Some authoritative boy had

probably said, "Aw, come on."

As the pursuit ceased, Horace ceased his retreat. He spent some time in

what was evidently an attempt to adjust his self-respect, and then began to

wander furtively down toward the group. He, too, had undergone an important

change. Perhaps his sharp agony was only as durable as the malevolence of

the others. In this boyish life obedience to some unformulated creed of

manners was enforced with capricious, but merciless, rigor. However, they

were, after all, his comrades, his friends.

They did not heed his return. They were engaged in an altercation. It

had evidently been planned that this battle was between Indians and

soldiers. The smaller and weaker boys had been induced to appear as Indians

in the initial skirmish, but they were now very sick of it, and were

reluctantly, but steadfastly, affirming their desire for a change of caste.

The larger boys had all won great distinction, devastating Indians

materially, and they wished the war to go on as planned. They explained

vociferously that it was proper for the soldiers always to thrash the

Indians. The little boys did not pretend to deny the truth of this argument;

they confined themselves to the simple statement that, in that case, they

wished to be soldiers. Each little boy willingly appealed to the others to remain Indians, but as for himself he reiterated his desire to enlist as a soldier. The larger boys were in despair over this dearth of enthusiasm in the small Indians. They alternately wheedled and bullied, but they could not persuade the little boys, who were really suffering dreadful humiliation rather than submit to another onslaught of soldiers. They were

called all the baby names that had the power of stinging deep into their

pride, but they remained firm.

Then a formidable lad, a leader of reputation, one who could whip many

boys that wore long trousers, suddenly blew out his cheeks and shouted,

"Well, all right then. I'll be an Indian myself. Now." The little boys

greeted with cheers this addition to their wearied ranks, and seemed then

content. But matters were not mended in the least, because all of the

personal following of the formidable lad, with the addition of every

outsider, spontaneously forsook the flag and declared themselves Indians.

There were now no soldiers. The Indians had carried everything unanimously.

The formidable lad used his influence, but his influence could not shake the

loyalty of his friends, who refused to fight under any colors but his


Plainly there was nothing for it but to coerce the little ones. The

formidable lad again became a soldier, and then graciously permitted to join

him all the real fighting strength of the crowd, leaving behind a most

forlorn band of little Indians. Then the soldiers attacked the Indians,

exhorting them to opposition at the same time.

The Indians at first adopted a policy of hurried surrender, but this had

no success, as none of the surrenders were accepted. They then turned to

flee, bawling out protests. The ferocious soldiers pursued them amid shouts.

The battle widened, developing all manner of marvelous detail.

Horace had turned toward home several times, but, as a matter of fact,

this scene held him in a spell. It was fascinating beyond anything which the

grown man understands. He had always in the back of his head a sense of

guilt, even a sense of impending punishment for disobedience, but they could

not weigh with the delirium of this snow battle.


ONE of the raiding soldiers, espying Horace, called out in passing,

"A-fray-ed of his mit-tens!" Horace flinched at this renewal, and the other

lad paused to taunt him again. Horace scooped some snow, molded it into a

ball, and flung it at the other. "Ho," cried the boy, "you're an Indian, are

you? Hey, fellers, here's an Indian that ain't been killed yet." He and

Horace engaged in a duel in which both were in such haste to mold snow-balls

that they had little time for aiming.

Horace once struck his opponent squarely in the chest. "Hey," he

shouted, "you're dead. You can't fight any more, Pete. I killed you. You're


The other boy flushed red, but he continued frantically to make

ammunition. "You never touched me," he retorted, glowering. "You never

touched me. Where, now?" he added defiantly. "Where'd you hit me?"

"On the coat! Right on your breast. You can't fight any more. You're


"You never!"

"I did, too. Hey, fellers, ain't he dead? I hit 'im square."

"He never!"

Nobody had seen the affair, but some of the boys took sides in absolute

accordance with their friendship for one of the concerned parties. Horace's

opponent went about contending, "He never touched me. He never came near me.

He never came near me."

The formidable leader now came forward and accosted Horace. "What was

you? An Indian? Well, then, you're dead -- that's all. He hit you. I saw


"Me?" shrieked Horace. "He never came within a mile of me -- "

At that moment he heard his name called in a certain familiar tune of

two notes, with the last note shrill and prolonged. He looked toward the

sidewalk, and saw his mother standing there in her widow's weeds, with

two brown paper parcels under her arm. A silence had fallen upon all the

boys. Horace moved slowly toward his mother. She did not seem to note his

approach; she was gazing austerely off through the naked branches of the

maples where two crimson sunset bars lay on the deep blue sky.

At a distance of ten paces, Horace made a desperate venture. "Oh, ma,"

he whined, "can't I stay out for a while?"

"No," she answered solemnly, "you come with me." Horace knew that

profile. But he continued to plead, because it was not beyond his mind that

a great show of suffering now might diminish his suffering later.

He did not dare to look back at his playmates. It was already a public

scandal that he could not stay out as late as other boys, and he could

imagine his standing now that he had been dragged off by his mother in sight

of the whole world. He was a profoundly miserable human being.

Aunt Martha opened the door for them. Light streamed about her straight

skirt. "Oh," she said, "so you found him on the road, eh? Well, I declare!

It was about time!"

Horace slunk into the kitchen. The stove, spraddling out on its four

iron legs, was gently humming. Aunt Martha had evidently just lighted the

lamp, for she went to it and began to twist the wick experimentally.

"Now," said the mother, "let's see them mittens."

Horace's chin sank. The aspiration of the criminal, the passionate

desire for an asylum from retribution, from justice, was aflame in his

heart. "I -- I -- don't -- don't know where they are," he gasped finally as

he passed his hand over his pockets.

"Horace," intoned his mother, "you are telling me a story!"

"'Tain't a story," he answered, just above his breath. He looked like a


His mother held him by the arm, and began to search his pockets. Almost

at once she was able to bring forth a pair of very wet mittens. "Well, I

declare!" cried Aunt Martha. The two women went close to the lamp, and

minutely examined the mittens, turning them over and over. Afterwards, when

Horace looked up, his mother's sad-lined, homely face was turned toward him.

He burst into tears.

His mother drew a chair near the stove. "Just you sit there now, until I

tell you to git off." He sidled meekly into the chair. His mother and his

aunt went briskly about the business of preparing supper. They did not

display a knowledge of his existence; they carried an effect of oblivion so

far that they even did not speak to each other. Presently, they went into

the dining and living room; Horace could hear the dishes rattling. His Aunt

Martha brought a plate of food, placed it on a chair near him, and went away

without a word.

Horace instantly decided that he would not touch a morsel of the food.

He had often used this ruse in dealing with his mother. He did not know why

it brought her to terms, but certainly it sometimes did.

The mother looked up when the aunt returned to the other room. "Is he

eatin' his supper?" she asked.

The maiden aunt, fortified in ignorance, gazed with pity and contempt

upon this interest. "Well, now, Emily, how do I know?" she queried. "Was I

goin' to stand over 'im?" Of all the worryin' you do about that child! It's

a shame the way you're bringing up that child."

"Well, he ought to eat something. It won't do fer him to go without

eatin'," the mother retorted weakly.

Aunt Martha, profoundly scorning the policy of concession which these

words meant, uttered a long, contemptuous sigh.


ALONE in the kitchen, Horace stared with somber eyes at the plate of

food. For a long time he betrayed no sign of yielding. His mood was

adamantine. He was resolved not to sell his vengeance for bread, cold ham,

and a pickle, and yet it must be known that the sight of them affected him

powerfully. The pickle in particular was notable for its seductive charm. He

surveyed it darkly.

But at last, unable to longer endure his state, his attitude in the

presence of the pickle, he put out an inquisitive finger and touched it, and

it was cool and green and plump. Then a full conception of the cruel woe of

his situation swept upon him suddenly, and his eyes filled with tears, which

began to move down his cheeks. He sniffled. His heart was black with hatred.

He painted in his mind scenes of deadly retribution. His mother would be

taught that he was not one to endure persecution meetly, without raising an

arm in his defense. And so his dreams were of a slaughter of feelings, and

near the end of them his mother was pictured as coming, bowed with pain, to

his feet. Weeping, she implored his charity. Would he forgive her? No; his

once tender heart had been turned to stone by her injustice. He could not

forgive her. She must pay the inexorable penalty.

The first item in this horrible plan was the refusal of the food. This

he knew by experience would work havoc in his mother's heart. And so he

grimly waited.

But suddenly it occurred to him that the first part of his revenge was

in danger of failing. The thought struck him that his mother might not

capitulate in the usual way. According to his recollection, the time was

more than due when she should come in, worried, sadly affectionate, and ask

him if he was ill. It had then been his custom to hint in a resigned voice

that he was the victim of secret disease, but that he preferred to suffer in

silence and alone. If she was obdurate in her anxiety, he always asked her

in a gloomy, low voice to go away and leave him to suffer in silence and

alone in the darkness without food. He had known this manoeuvering to result

even in pie.

But what was the meaning of the long pause and the stillness? Had his

old and valued ruse betrayed him? As the truth sank into his mind, he

supremely loathed life, the world, his mother. Her heart was beating back

the besiegers; he was a defeated child.

He wept for a time before deciding upon the final stroke. He would run

away. In a remote corner of the world he would become some sort of

bloody-handed person driven to a life of crime by the barbarity of his

mother. She should never know his fate. He would torture her for years with

doubts and doubts, and drive her implacably to a repentant grave. Nor would

his Aunt Martha escape. Some day, a century hence, when his mother was dead,

he would write to his Aunt Martha, and point out her part in the blighting

of his life. For one blow against him now he would, in time, deal back a thousand; aye, ten thousand.

He arose and took his coat and cap. As he moved stealthily toward the

door he cast a glance backward at the pickle. He was tempted to take it, but

he knew if he left the plate inviolate his mother would feel even worse.

A blue snow was falling. People bowed forward were moving briskly along

the walks. The electric lamps hummed amid showers of flakes. As Horace

emerged from the kitchen, a shrill squall drove the flakes around the corner

of the house. He cowered away from it, and its violence illumined his mind

vaguely in new directions. He deliberated upon a choice of remote corners of

the globe. He found that he had no plans which were definite enough in a

geographical way, but without much loss of time he decided upon California.

He moved briskly as far as his mother's front gate on the road to

California. He was off at last. His success was a trifle dreadful; his

throat choked.

But at the gate he paused. He did not know if his journey to California

would be shorter if he went down Niagara Avenue or off through Hogan Street.

As the storm was very cold and the point was very important, he decided to

withdraw for reflection to the wood-shed. He entered the dark shanty, and

took seat upon the old chopping-block upon which he was supposed to perform

for a few minutes every afternoon when he returned from school. The wind

screamed and shouted at the loose boards, and there was a rift of snow on

the floor to leeward of a crack.

Here the idea of starting for California on such a night departed from

his mind, leaving him ruminating miserably upon his martyrdom. He saw

nothing for it but to sleep all night in the wood-shed and start for

California in the morning bright and early. Thinking of his bed, he kicked

over the floor and found that the innumerable chips were all frozen tightly,

bedded in ice.

Later he viewed with joy some signs of excitement in the house. The

flare of a lamp moved rapidly from window to window. Then the kitchen door

slammed loudly and a shawled figure sped toward the gate. At last he was

making them feel his power. The shivering child's face was lit with

saturnine glee as in the darkness of the wood-shed he gloated over the

evidences of consternation in his home. The shawled figure had been his Aunt

Martha dashing with the alarm to the neighbors.

The cold of the wood-shed was tormenting him. He endured only because of

the terror he was causing. But then it occurred to him that, if they

instituted a search for him, they would probably examine the wood-shed. He

knew that it would not be manful to be caught so soon. He was not positive

now that he was going to remain away forever, but at any rate he was bound

to inflict some more damage before allowing himself to be captured. If he

merely succeeded in making his mother angry, she would thrash him on sight.

He must prolong the time in order to be safe. If he held out properly, he

was sure of a welcome of love, even though he should drip with crimes.

Evidently the storm had increased, for when he went out it swung him

violently with its rough and merciless strength. Panting, stung,

half-blinded with the driving flakes, he was now a waif, exiled, friendless,

and poor. With a bursting heart, he thought of his home and his mother. To

his forlorn vision they were as far away as heaven.

HORACE was undergoing changes of feeling so rapidly that he was merely

moved hither and then thither like a kite. He was now aghast at the

merciless ferocity of his mother. It was she who had thrust him into this

wild storm, and she was perfectly indifferent to his fate, perfectly

indifferent. The forlorn wanderer could no longer weep. The strong sobs

caught at his throat, making

his breath come in short, quick snuffles. All in him was conquered save the

enigmatic childish ideal of form, manner. This principle still held out, and

it was the only thing between him and submission. When he surrendered, he

must surrender in a way that deferred to the undefined code. He longed

simply to go to the kitchen and stumble in, but his unfathomable sense of

fitness forbade him.

Presently he found himself at the head of Niagara Avenue, staring

through the snow into the blazing windows of Stickney's butcher shop.

Stickney was the family butcher, not so much because of a superiority to

other Whilomville butchers as because he lived next door and had been an

intimate friend of the father of Horace. Rows of glowing pigs hung head

downward back of the tables, which bore huge pieces of red beef. Clumps of

attenuated turkeys were suspended here and there. Stickney, hale and

smiling, was bantering with a woman in a cloak, who, with a monster basket

on her arm, was dickering for eight cents' worth of something. Horace

watched them through a crusted pane. When the woman came out and passed him,

he went toward the door. He touched the latch with his finger, but withdrew

again suddenly to the sidewalk. Inside Stickney was whistling cheerily and

assorting his knives.

Finally Horace went desperately forward, opened the door, and entered

the shop. His head hung low. Stickney stopped whistling. "Hello, young man,"

he cried, "what brings you here?"

Horace halted, but said nothing. He swung one foot to and fro over the

saw-dust floor.

Stickney had placed his two fat hands palms downward and wide apart on

the table, in the attitude of a butcher facing a customer, but now he


"Here," he said, "what's wrong? What's wrong, kid?"

"Nothin'," answered Horace, huskily. He labored for a moment with

something in his throat, and afterwards added, "O'ny -- I've -- I've run

away, and -- "

"Run away!" shouted Stickney. "Run away from what? Who?"

"From home," answered Horace. "I don't like it there any more. I -- " He

had arranged an oration to win the sympathy of the butcher; he had prepared

a table setting forth the merits of his case in the most logical fashion,

but it was as if the wind had been knocked out of his mind. "I've run away.

I -- "

Stickney reached an enormous hand over the array of beef, and firmly

grappled the emigrant. Then he swung himself to Horace's side. His face was

stretched with laughter, and he playfully shook his prisoner. "Come -- come

-- come. What dashed nonsense is this? Run away, hey? Run away?" Whereupon

the child's long-tried spirit found vent in howls.

"Come, come," said Stickney, busily. "Never mind now, never mind. You

just come along with me. It'll be all right. I'll fix it. Never you mind."


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Five minutes later, the butcher, with a great ulster over his apron, was

leading the boy homeward.

At the very threshold, Horace raised his last flag of pride. "No -- no,"

he sobbed. "I don't want to. I don't want to go in there." He braced his

foot against the step, and made a very respectable resistance.

"Now, Horace," cried the butcher. He thrust open the door with a bang.

"Hello there!" Across the dark kitchen the door to the living-room opened

and Aunt Martha appeared. "You've found him!" she screamed.

"We've come to make a call," roared the butcher. At the entrance to the

living-room a silence fell upon them all. Upon a couch, Horace saw his

mother lying limp, pale as death, her eyes gleaming with pain. There was an

electric pause before she swung a waxen hand toward Horace. "My child," she

murmured tremulously. Whereupon the sinister person addressed, with a

prolonged wail of grief and joy, ran to her with speed. "Ma -- ma! Ma -- ma!

Oh, ma -- ma!" She was not able to speak in a known tongue as she folded him

in her weak arms.

Aunt Martha turned defiantly upon the butcher because her face betrayed

her. She was crying. She made a gesture half military, half feminine. "Won't

you have a glass of our root-beer, Mr. Stickney? We make it ourselves."