The car radio was playing as they
drove along the London Road, and the soft warm wind was blowing
Eve's hair and bringing colour to her cheeks, Acker Bilk playing
as only he could the plaintive It Had To Be You, lovely
nostalgic words and a deep rich melody, softening her lips to
poignancy.
"I bless the day for keeping
fine," Larry said. "We had a shower last night and
I feared it was going to break up the weather."
"Nature's tears," Eve
murmured, "clearing the air. What a day! That breeze is
like silk."
"That's what I like about a
soft-top car," Larry enthused. "I hate being closed
in, don't you?"
"It's smothering," she
agreed. "Ah, Greensleeves! Don't you love it?"
"I think I may love you,"
he replied, shooting a glance at her. She wore a sleeveless dress
the colour of palest dahlias, with an embroidered cluster of small
dahlias on the left hip. Her scent was by Guerlain, and her legs
looked elegant in sheer nylon, her feet clasped in slender strapped
shoes. She had known that he wanted her to look her best and
had complied to the last detail, but the smile she gave him was
just a little anxious.
"Love is a big word, Larry,
and we've all the time in the world to get around to it. Don't
let's be serious. Let us enjoy what we have right now."
"I'll do anything you say,"
he smiled, "but I just wanted you to know that no matter
what you did, no [176-177] matter if you had to hurt me, I'd still
feel a very special love for you. Even if I could never have
you, you'd always haunt me--that's how it is, sometimes."
"Yes," she murmured, "I
feel that too."
They arrived at Regent's Gate just
before one o'clock, and Larry's mother must have been watching
for the car from the front room window, for she was at the door
and it was opened before Larry could even touch the bell.
They embraced silently and Eve saw
the happy tears glisten in the deep blue Irish eyes . . . funny,
but she had expected Larry to have his mother's eyes and decided
that he must take after his father.
"Ma, this is Eve." Larry
drew her forward, a slight flush in his cheeks and a lock of dark
hair falling across his brow. He introduced her with such obvious
pride that Eve wasn't surprised when Mrs. Mitchell gave her that
considering, rather reticent look of the fond mother who suddenly
realises that her son has become a man and has developed an eager
interest in a young woman.
"How do you do, Mrs. Mitchell."
Eve held out her hand and when Larry's mother shook it, Eve noticed
that she gave that hand a surprised look, as if she had expected
the smooth pampered skin and nails of someone who was decorative
but slightly useless.
Eve smiled. "Hasn't Larry
told you that I work at the same hospital as he does? I'm a nursing
aide."
"Larry told me you lived in
a lovely big house in Essex," Mrs. Mitchell explained, as
they made their way across a small hallway to a pleasant lounge
furnished in oak, with blue velvet curtains drawn back from the
bay windows. "I expect our house must seem very small to
you, Miss Tarrant."
"It's charming," Eve said
sincerely. "I see you have a [177-178] piano. Do you play,
Mrs. Mitchell?"
"No, but my husband's fond
of a tune. Please sit down." She gestured at the blue velvet
sofa and Eve felt the quick up-and-down look that Larry's mother
gave her as she sat down and crossed her slim legs. Eve wondered
if her dress and perfume were a little too sophisticated, but
how could she explain that she hadn't come to lunch as a prospective
daughter-in-law but as a friend of Larry's? Mrs. Mitchell was
obviously thinking of her in terms of imminent relationship, and
Eve just had to reassure her.
"It's nice for Larry to come
to Lakeside; he's able to use our hard court and to keep fit for
all that studying and hard work he has to do. You must be very
proud of him, Mrs. Mitchell. There's so much more to being a
doctor these days, and it's relaxing for him at my guardian's
house. He and Charles often play snooker together, has he told
you? They get alone fine--in fact we're all very good
friends."
Eve emphasised that word and held
on to the deep blue gaze of this nice woman of modest means who
was obviously afraid that her son was mixing with moneyed people
who might turn his head. "You have nothing to worry about,"
Eve longed to say to her. "Larry has a good firm head on
his shoulders and he'll thoroughly enjoy making his own way in
life because he's basically tough and tenacious."
Eve glanced at him and wondered
a little why she felt so sure about his character. What was it
about him that made her so certain he had that inner core of strength
that would always be his standby, so that he'd enjoy challenge
and accept adversity? He looked so young with his dark ruffled
hair, sitting there on the [178-179] piano stool, long-legged
and relaxed.
"Where's Dad" he asked.
"He's not had to go on duty, has he? I wanted Eve to meet
him."
"No." Mrs. Mitchell broke
into a smile that banished the anxiety from her face. "He's
gone out for a drink with--you'll never guess, Larry!"
"The Minister of Transport,"
Larry said, with a grin. "Pa would love to get him into
a corner with a few of his ideas on how to improve our transport
system."
"Someone, my dear, who flew
into London yesterday with sand on his shoes!"
"You're kidding!" Larry
exclaimed.
His mother shook her head and her
eyes were sparkling. "It was a lovely surprise, opening
the door to him and seeing him so fit and dark as an Arab. And
he's had such good news from the lawyer!"
Larry smiled and turned to look
at Eve. "My mother's talking about her cousin--the one I
told you about who has a citrus farm on the edge of the desert.
His arrival will really make it a party--I take it, Ma, he's
staying to lunch with us?"
"You couldn't stop him,"
she laughed. "He wouldn't miss tucking into my roast beef
and pudding. Oh, but it is good news for him, after all these
months of uncertainty--the lawyer has now confirmed absolutely
that he's free of that woman he married. It seems that about
ten years ago she went out to Las Vegas to work as a croupier,
where she obtained an American divorce and remarried. About three
years after that, when she must have been in her middle thirties,
she had one of those operations to restore the figure and it seems
that only a few hours afterwards she collapsed with an embolism
and died. It was the change of name that stumped the [179-180]
lawyer, but now everything is confirmed and that broth of a man
decided he'd earned a spree in London."
Mrs. Mitchell put her hands to her
flushed cheeks. "You must forgive me for gabbing on like
this, Miss Tarrant, but we're all very fond of my cousin, and
because he lost touch with his wife years ago he could never be
certain--well, you know how it is. He's a man in his prime and
now he's settled on this fruit farm he may want to chance a second
marriage. The first was a total disaster--he married a woman
who was incapable of loyalty, trust or love. He didn't deserve
that, not my cousin."
"Doesn't she go on about him!"
Larry grinned. "That's family loyalty for you."
"It is indeed." Eve smiled
at Mrs. Mitchell. "Won't you call me Eve? I'd very much
like you to."
Mrs. Mitchell's slight look of constraint
reappeared, as if once again she visualised Eve as a daughter-in-law
who would gradually involve Larry in a life-style more sophisticated
than the one he had always been accustomed to.
"Would you like a cup of tea--Eve?
Or perhaps a coffee?" she asked.
"I'd very much enjoy a cup
of tea," Eve replied. "Coffee's inclined to give me
heartburn."
"Not too often, I hope?"
Larry gave her a concerned look, the future doctor overshadowing
his look of youth.
"No," she laughed, "but
I will eat those canteen doughnuts with it, and then more often
than not I have to dash round with the tea trolley and so, doctor
dear, I get indigestion."
"Whereabouts exactly?"
He leaned forward with a serious air. "You show me where
you get the pain."
"It isn't a pain, you idiot,"
she said. "Like everyone [180-181] else these days I don't
relax enough, and when I feel peckish I fill up on the crispy
things that I burn off again by dashing about in the wards. I'm
perfectly fit, Larry."
"But nervy," he said.
"Sort of strung up. You need a holiday."
"Where would you suggest?"
she smiled.
"Morocco?" murmured a
voice near the door.
Eve sat very still and in the silence
that followed she could feel her heart beginning to thud, and
then Larry had leapt to his feet and was loping across the room.
"Wade!" he exclaimed. "How great to see you,
and Ma was right about the tan! What do you do, laze about in
that desert sunshine all day long?"
"Some hopes of that! Let me
look at you, Larry--you're keeping spare, and you've a tan
yourself."
By then Eve had found the courage
to turn and look . . . to find a ghost or a living man. The voice
had done it, turned the key that unlocked all the memories, every
single one of them, and slowly she stood up and her eyes clung
to that lean, dark, inimitable face. Wade O'Mara . . . the cousin
of Moira Mitchell, whom Larry called mother.
"Hullo," Wade said softly.
"And how are you, dear deb?"
"Don't--" Her voice shook
wildly. "Don't call me that, Major."
"What would you like me to
call you?" He was walking towards her and there was no one
else in the world, and the walls of this London house were falling
around her and she could smell the jungle again and hear the birds
and the rush of the river, cascading down from the brown-cliffs.
"Eve!" His hands had
hold of hers and the lost dream [181-182] had become a living
reality again; strong tough hands, brown as teak, clasping hers
as if this time he'd never let them go again. "Lovely tempting
Eve--did you guess, did you feel it, that I'd find you again,
some time, somewhere? Did you long for me as much as I longed
for you?"
His eyes, like steel all alive and
glowing in his darkly tanned face, ran over her hair, her face,
her figure in the sleeveless dress. "So this is how you
look, my jungle waif, when you aren't slogging through the bush
in outsize sandals and a torn green shirt--yet I love that picture
of you, and I've carried it in my heart for a long time--too long
a time."
"What is this?" Larry
demanded. "Do you two know each other?"
"I think we do," Wade
smiled, his eyes still feasting on Eve's face, which from sudden
paleness had gone to a wild, joy-strung rose. "We met in
the jungle, and you'd never think to look at this fragrant, charming
young woman that I've seen her as scratched-limbed and tangle-haired
as some wild girl of the woods. What a pair we were, Eve! Did
you ever dream we'd make it?
"Wade," the luxury of
his name was like wine in her mouth, "oh, Wade, why did you
stay away from me so long?"
"Because it took time, my dear
love, finding out if I had the freedom and the right to come and
claim you. When young Larry wrote to say he'd met a girl called
Eve Tarrant, it came hard not to write back to say I knew you
as well--knew you better than anyone else on earth."
Wade turned to his son--his son
who had no idea [182-183] that this tall, lean, grey-eyed man
was his father, though the likeness now they stood together was
striking. "I love this lady," Wade said simply. "And
a lovely lady she is--I couldn't offer her less than marriage,
and for years I'd not seen or heard anything of my wife and I
didn't know if she was alive or dead. It took time finding out,
and now--"
He paused significantly and his
hands tightened possessively on Eve's.
Larry drew his underlip between
his teeth, his grey eyes staring a moment into his father's.
Then he looked at Eve and she knew what he saw . . . he saw the
love she couldn't hide or deny or ever lose again . . . her love
for Wade.
"So this was the guy who got
you out of Africa?" Larry said. "It's a small
world."
For Eve it was suddenly a wonderful
world, and she could feel herself smiling at Wade with the funny
and the tragic memories all mirrored in her eyes. How well he
looked! How vital and sure and ready to make a life for them
together. She swayed a little with the happy reaction of it,
and he caught her to him and when his arms closed around her she
gave a sigh of pure satisfaction and knew she was safe in that
harbour on the edge of dreamland.
"You're pleased to see me,
then?" he murmured.
"Delirious." Her eyes
smiled up into his, lustrous with love. "Will I wake up
to find you gone again?"
"Not in this life," he
promised. "Do you reckon young Larry will forgive me for
taking his girl away from him?"
They both glanced at Larry, who
had his hands thrust deep into his trouser pockets and was regarding
[183-184] them with a frown . . . a studious, intrigued frown.
"Do you know," he said,
"I never realised before that people in love have a look
of being part of each other. It's fascinating. You two really
do belong together, don't you?"
"Some boy, isn't he?"
Wade said quietly, with more meaning than his son could ever realise.
"You'll go far, my--my young cousin."
Larry shrugged, grinned. "I
could punch your nose in, Wade, except that you'd probably punch
my head in! She's a great gal--you take care of her."
"I intend to." Wade locked
his arm securely about Eve. "I won't let go of her any more--the
last time hurt too damned much."
At that moment, Mrs. Mitchell walked
into the lounge with the tea-tray, and a thin, humorous-faced
man with sandy hair followed her. "Guess what, Dad,"
Larry said to him, "these two know each other! Would you
credit it? I bring a girl home for the first time and this darned
mercenary comes strolling in and takes her away from me."
"That's a mercenary all over,"
Stan Mitchell smiled, strolling to the tall young man who called
him father. He flung an arm about the slim shoulders and hugged
Larry. "You've plenty of time for love affairs, my boy.
You've got to work hard and become a fine doctor. That's what
we'd like to see, eh, Wade?"
Eve saw the glance that passed between
the two men and she knew that Larry would never be told that the
tall, lean mercenary Major had fathered him. Later on she learned
herself from Moira Mitchell that while Wade had been stationed
with the regular army in Malaya his wife had badly neglected the
baby boy, and [184-185] upon Wade's return to England he had flung
her out of his life, acquired custody of his son and placed him
in the care of his cousin and her husband. It had seemed easier,
better for the child to be called Mitchell, and to think of the
couple as his parents. The years had gone by, until the moment
had slipped away for telling him the truth. Wade didn't want
him to know the truth, that his mother had been a tramp who had
cared more for a good time than her husband and child.
Larry loved and respected the Mitchells,
and they in their turn had grown to think of him as their very
own son. Wade would do nothing to alter that . . . the complex
pattern of fate that brought love and pain and wasn't to be struggled
against. It had its way with everyone, for good or bad, and watching
Wade at the lunch table, looking the same and yet looking so attractive
in his well-cut grey suit with a speckless white shirt and dark
grey tie, Eve felt a surge of happiness so close to tears that
she had to bite hard on her lip in order to hold them back.
She reached out instead and touched
his hand, as if to make sure of his reality, and she saw Larry
glance at them as Wade carried her hand to his lips and kissed
it.
Eve met Larry's eyes and silently
begged him to understand that it hadn't been her wish to hurt
him, but the love she felt for Wade was so strong, so irresistible,
so hungry after all the waiting, the hopeless build-up of feeling
that he must be dead because he didn't attempt to find her again.
But he had been hoping for his freedom
. . . searching for it with the help of a lawyer, and when it
came into his grasp he had been unable to stay away from her any
longer. She smiled into his eyes, this man who had [185-186]
saved her life more than once, and who had now saved her heart
from being closed to glowing, joyful love . . . the love she had
thought lost somewhere in Africa.
After lunch she and Wade slipped
away into the garden, there to kiss and to talk of the future
. . . their future together on his fruit farm on the edge of the
desert.
"You'll love the smell of citrus
and desert winds," he said. "At dawn, and at the fall
of dusk. I've recently bought a pair of Arab horses and we'll
ride, Eve--we'll take long gallops across the sands and enjoy
all that sense of freedom together."
"It will be heavenly--oh, Wade,
I thought I'd never see you again, never hear your voice, never
see this deep line in your cheek when you smile at me."
She reached up and drew her fingers down his warm dark face.
"You sent me away from you--you told me to go and marry
a man my own age. What made you come to your senses? What made
you realise that our kind of love couldn't be torn out of the
heart as easily as that?"
"Riding alone in the desert,"
he murmured. "Wanting you there beside me with the desert
sun shining on your foxfire hair, and needing you in my arms when
the moon shone across those sands and turned them to silver and
sable. God, how I wanted you! When Larry wrote to me about you,
I was staggered--he's my boy and I was tempted to be noble and
let him have you. But you're mine, Eve!" His arms tightened
possessively around her. "I brought you through the jungle
and saw you safe aboard that plane--mine, my own darling deb,
with spirit and courage and so much warmth of heart. You belonged
to me--to me, and I was lonely as hell. I had to come and get
you. I figured that Larry's only a [186-187] boy and with him
it's only calf-love, but with me, it means my very life. I want
you! I must have you!"
"You have me, Major."
Held close and hard to him beneath an apple tree, she smiled,
then suddenly reached up and plucked an apple. "May I tempt
you with this, darling?"
"I don't need an apple to be
tempted by you, lady." And tilting back her head he laid
his lips on hers in a kiss whose piercing sweetness and desire
she would remember all her life. The apple fell to the grass
as she curved her arms about his neck and held him close to her
. . . for always.